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Funfetti is trying to defy the evils of writer's block one project at a time.

Red Velvet is a quirky little cupcake trying to channel her inner writer.

Sleeping to Dream: Week #4

Funfetti: 

I think my dreams may be sabotaging me this week. After a month of recording them, I can barely remember one (which is sad, because I really loved working on this series). Don’t worry I came up with a plan.

Dream #1: I am in some kind of hall with long tables. It looks like I am about to graduate high school (again? Who wants to relive that?!). I guess this hall is connected to a hotel because I go up to shower and when I return, everyone have received their final grades and also their “achievements”. It seems that my best friend has gotten one and I haven’t, and I’m a bit peeved. I’m also sitting at a table with a bunch of people I have not thought of/”seen” on Facebook at all.

No idea what to take from this one. It seems like if I’m not dreaming about celebrities lately, it’s people I thought I have forgotten (except my best friend, of course). Back in the day, I was so excited to graduate high school and move on to college, and from what I could gather, I felt the same way here. (Why is everything so rustic & wooden in my dreams?)

Now because I can’t remember anything else from this week, or the past month, I’d thought I’d mention 2 recurring dreams I’ve had since I was young.

  • People move into my childhood home, and my family is still living in there. They are actually in the backyard, doing landscaping and I am watching from the family room. I’m confused and not sure how this happened. When the man who bought the house approaches me, he is not welcoming. I have no idea where to go or who to talk to.
  • All of my sudden my childhood home has another floor. I am scared of that floor and want absolutely nothing to do with it. But on a few occasions, I find myself up there. Scared out of my wits. It’s very elegantly decorated, densely with Victorian like furniture. There is a coffin in the middle of the room. And there are times I come in contact with “the man” who lives up there, and looks slightly like a vampire.

Clearly, these 2 must have rattled me a lot since I had them a lot. In fact, I know I had the vampire one about a year ago. So that’s been going on for awhile, except that time Mr. FF was in the dream somehow.

 
Red Velvet:  
 
Dream #1: I see my ipod touch turn on with a message saying my dresses on Fashion Story (a game) are ready.  But when I check my clothes, I see that all of them are expired and can’t be used.  Then I wake up.  
 
Nothing too exciting.  But I did have this dream twice, so a part of me wonders if maybe I did wake up in the middle of the night to check and I just think it’s a dream.  I’ve been a little obsessed with this game (and Baking Story) lately so it’s definitely a possibility.  
 
Dream #2: I’m in the lobby of my office building waiting for the elevator but when the doors open, I don’t see the elevator at all.  Instead I see the subway stop on 23rd St., so I don’t get out and wait for the next one.  But it keeps happening, the doors open and I see 28th St., 34th St. and finally 42nd St. (which is my usual stop) so I decide to take a chance and get out.  I get onto the subway, which then drops me off inside the basement of my house.  End of the commute! And then end of dream.  
 
I dream a lot about work (sadly) so the setting wasn’t too surprising.  But I have to say, this was pretty imaginative.  I don’t know how my self-conscious came up with it! Also, at least one of our three elevators have been broken for the last month (just yesterday I accidentally got on the “out of order” one) which could be another reason why I was thinking about this.  If only one of them were magical enough to drop me off directly at Port Authority - I’d enjoy my commute a lot more.


Most Likely to Succeed

By: Funfetti

Right before I began my junior year in college, I landed a new job as a receptionist in an office. This was a first for me! Finally after years & years – no more retail! I was beyond thrilled to be answering phones, filing, organizing… doing whatever little job I could do. I wanted to keep this job so badly that I commuted to work from campus on weekends, and even commuted on some weeknights. (Even if I had class in the early morning.)

I was a committed worker and I hated to give up.

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Going Through the Motions

By: Red Velvet

I’m about to admit something kind of embarrassing.  

A couple weeks ago I sat outside on a bench and cried like a baby for about 20 minutes during my lunch break (while texting one of my friends).  You could say I was having a bit of a meltdown.  

I wasn’t planning on writing about it but a few days ago I told Funfetti she should turn to writing as a form of de-stressing and I’ve decided to take my own advice.  Lately, I haven’t had the motivation to blog.  But I keep thinking about it. While I was baking cookies last Friday night, on the bus, when I’m tossing and turning unable to sleep.  I know there are things I want to say but I’ve been having trouble finding the words and lacking the energy to even really try to find them.  
 
Is it possible for a job to just suck the creativity out of you? Because I’m pretty sure that’s what’s happening here.  

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Sleeping to Dream: Week #1

Here’s the thing. We were all set to start another series in April. Then Funfetti wrote her entry about her sleeping habits and started having all these funky dreams, and we just thought, how ridiculously fun would it be to really concentrate on the dreams we have for an entire month and just write about that? It took about five seconds for us both to agree to push back our next series and go ahead with this one instead. We hope you enjoy this sneak peek into our dream worlds (however weird they may be) and share some of yours!

Happy dreaming, wherever you are!

Red Velvet:

Dream #1: I was in Times Square, making my way towards Port Authority when I see him — the non-boyfriend. I stop and panic, praying that he doesn’t see me. But of course he does and when I get a good look at his face, I see that he’s wearing Harry Potter glasses (it gets better!). As soon as our eyes meet, I take off running.  I’m zig-zagging through the crowds, pushing people out of the way and he is still chasing after me. Finally, I stop, turn around and throw a WAND at his face. Then I wake up.  

I actually had this dream about a month ago but I couldn’t stop thinking about it for about a week (and well, clearly a little longer since I’m writing about it now).  I worry sometimes that I’ll run into him on my way to or from work. We really don’t work that far away from each other. And if that did happen in real life, I probably would try to hide or run away just like my dream-self did. Why he was wearing Harry Potter glasses or why I suddenly had a wand, I do not understand but hey, that’s what made the dream memorable!

Dream #2: I was at work presenting my latest designs to two project managers.  Immediately they both start criticizing what I had done.  This wasn’t lining up with that, the colors were all the wrong.  I try to defend my work saying that I wasn’t completely finished yet.  But they both cut me off and express their disappointment because usually I do a much better job than this.  I can feel myself getting upset so I start to walk away and this is when I wake up.

Unfortunately, most of my dreams this week have involved work somehow but given how busy I’ve been, it’s not that surprising. I just wish they weren’t so upsetting! Oh well, stress levels are high which probably explains it. I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed for more dreams about Harry Potter.

Funfetti:
(Note: it seems to be celebrity week in my head.)

Dream #1: I am at a camp and it’s the last day. I somehow have a vision of a woman in a fur coat entering a crowded room (one that I am in) with a gun. I am pleased to find out that security is checking bags, but soon realize they are not looking good enough. A woman in the same jacket walks into that crowded room, and when she whips around, we all gasp when we see that it is Carrie Fisher with a gun. (Dream ends?)

Yeah, good luck figuring this one out. I have never been to camp and haven’t watched any movies/TV related to camp recently. I also have not seen anything with Carrie Fisher. So I’m kind of stumped. Maybe it’s related to the whole “see something, say something” in train stations? Looking out for the possible dangerous situation. Who knows? I guess I will be wary of Carrie Fisher & Princess Leia from now on!

Dream #2: I’m in a field. It looks lit could be or could have been an amusement park or carnival space. Johnny Depp is there, and I seem to be an actress. We have to kiss, and I am so concerned with how much tongue to use in this kiss and wonder if other actors discuss things like that before a scene. Nonetheless, it seems to go well, and I walk into a roller-coaster car and move on my way.

This one is embarrassing, right? I am not an actress, and never wanted to be one. Johnny Depp is cute, but I’ve never obsessed over him. So again, no freaking idea where this came from. I’m just crazy and wanting to kiss cute actors? Maybe I’m just ready for a career change even if it means exploring something out of my comfort zone. That could be it.

Throwback Thursday: Ch-Ch-Changes

Red Velvet needs a little positivity in her life after some extremely demanding work days lately. Hence her choice of Ch-Ch-Changes

I guess I’ve been thinking… what are you left with after 42 years of working? Hopefully some good friends and life lessons. I wonder if I will ever feel fulfilled by a profession or a job in general. Certainly, I can’t imagine spending thirty years in the same place. But I hope to God that someday (soon?) I will want to.

Here’s hoping re-reading it (or discovering it for the first time) leaves you feeling a little more hopeful!

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